Where There’s a Will, There’s a Way!

 Having (3) strokes has been very challenging for me on several levels. Obviously my fiancée leaving was a considerable challenge. When I eventually regained consciousness and found myself drooling, that was tough too. In fact, I’ve had to make many changes to my life, and I’ve done my best to keep them transparent because I also need to keep up morale.

Honestly, I didn’t want this experience, but “there’s no crying in baseball.” Moreover, “the only way out is forward.” Basically, this situation is an idiom-maker’s dream!

Like everything in life, it’s up to me to make the best of the circumstances. On the one hand, there is nobody here with me, but simultaneously, there’s nobody to distract me from healing, which is my most important responsibility. And it’s clear people are counting on me. When I call some place I haven’t in a while, people are always very complimentary about my voice.

When someone else recovers, we get to celebrate without putting in time or effort. Moreover, if someone _can_ recover, I guess it wasn’t so bad. And so this is good. Just the other day, I went to the eye doctor AGAIN and got a prescription for my fifth pair of glasses. The doctor was very helpful, but he commented that if the glasses don’t work, I can just not wear them. On one hand, ok true. But on the other hand, I really really want stereoscopic vision. I really want to recover my vision. With good vision, I wouldn’t need a cane, which I suspect would improve my morale. Moreover, it would make me feel even better about my prospects.

And so, I welcome recovery!

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